0933-923-540 強迫症人生

曾經我堅持不在我愛的人面前
流下眼淚
因為我不想用眼淚去挾持他
我希望他的每個決定　是因為他想要這麼做　或是因為他真的愛我
而不是因為我的眼淚
我失敗的愛情 我從中學得教訓
我以為應該要讓對方知道我的感受 知道我的在乎 知道我的心碎與難過
眼淚流下來了
怎麼我看見是自己的卑微
和無謂的難過
眼淚換不到甚麼 只是一直刷下我的尊嚴
又怎麼著
又怎麼著
惡性循環
乾涸
after all, i am not good enough or special enough to have the right to bargain
i get it

MAN: Baby i really miss you. I just want you back to me. i wanna woke up with you i wanna go sleep next to you.  you are my one ture love. What i have to do?

everytime i saw, i watched, or i heard a love story, it helps me having more faith in what i've believed in.
Hoping this faith won't crash too soon. Is there a happily ever after for me~? 
If i will die in heart breaking, so be it. That's the chance i willing to take.